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stressedI have been in a relationship with this amazing girl for almost 8 months now. I love her more than I thought was possible. I would literally do anything for her. We have had a rough relationship from the start, whether it be because of her father not accepting it, mistakes or regular relationship problems. We have always gotten through the struggles.
Lately I have been really stressed, confused, and scared. I really wanna be with her in the long run but I need to be my own person right now. I need to figure out what I need, what I want, my goals and wishes. I need to take a personal journey and become my own person and become more independent.
My biggest fear right now is losing her forever. Me coming back to her and her turning away. I know I would be devastated without her. I mean maybe I only need a few weeks, maybe more. I just know no matter how long i need, I wouldn't want anyone else but her. I cant possibly see myself with anyone but her. But I need to know who I am. I need to know that I lived.
I'm scared that in trying to find myself I'm going to lose her<3
